No way back

Time passes like a rocket... It won't wait for anyone of us as it will goes by itself... Every seconds, minutes, hours, a day, a week, a month, a year and etc.... It means that we just can choose to move forward but never can move backward...

The first final paper is over... I am quite satisfied with my performance but the only thing is what will going to be when the result is released... I just hope why don't I do well in my mid-term test a couple of weeks before in order to pull up the final grade...

As I mentioned I screwed up my studies in this semester... Coursework marks are average for all subjects but what I aim for is above average.... Been a few semesters I never see such figures appear on my coursework marks... I am disappointed....

I don't blame because it's my own personal problem which causing all these things to occur... It's my own fault in dealing with it... Now I am worried as after this semester, it's the time to send resume for industrial training's application which starts from October onwards...

I dunno what my result will be ?? Now what can I do is just perform my best for all papers to score as high as I can in order to pull up my overall grades... But deep in my heart I know, coursework marks have pulled me down tremendously....

I really dunno how to deal with my 2 lowest coursework subjects... Initially I thought that only one paper will be screwed up which I expected will be but ended up with two... The second paper I did quite well but I just don't understand why the mark was so low for my mid-term test ??

Luckily with my high marks for assignments have pulled me above the border line, but it just still low.... Trust myself, make the miracle happens, even not an A or A- , at least a B+ or B.... I need to work hard on it... No no... I MUST...

p/s : just do your best, don't stress... You gonna enjoy ur semester break after final exam...=)

Art

Flood

Cars are turning back to find alternatives as the road is flooded...

The purple color Proton Saga parked at the roadside and those fellas in the car were staring at me and whispered : Why this stupid ass hole stood under the rain and snapped pictures instead of staying in the room... He must must be brainless...

I answered them in my heart : My excitement cuz I am extraordinary... =)

Kampar is flooded after a heavy thunderstorm...

R.I.P

Baby Jun Hao made the news after he was born on March 24 in Johor with ectopia cordis – a rare condition where the heart was located outside the chest.

The baby was the fourth born with the condition to be treated at HKL. The other three died as well.

Right from the time he was born, doctors had warned the parents that baby Jun Hao had only a slim chance of living.

But the fighter baby surprised everyone by surviving the next few days.

His father, Guan Siang, had really thought his son would make it through.

Both he and his wife had even temporarily relocated to Kuala Lumpur to care for their son. They stayed with a relative.

However, an emergency call from the hospital around 8pm yesterday dashed hopes of recovery when the doctors told the devastated parents that the baby was in critical condition.

“I rushed to the hospital with my wife and mother and waited by my son’s side. But a few hours later, he passed away,” said Guan Siang when met outside the mortuary.

He added the doctors had planned to go ahead with a procedure where specially-ordered artificial skin from America would be used to cover Jun Hao’s exposed heart.

Guan Siang said his son would be cremated and the family planned to scatter the ashes into the ocean.

Good luck

I think this diagram really suits me best for current moment.... First paper starts on coming Friday, 9am sharp... But, I just flipped through the slides without memorizing and being realized I have tons of theories yet to be digested....

Things went on the wrong track since semester started... Studies, personal problems and etc came in one shot without giving any signals and I really do not know how to deal with the sudden wave attacks... Things are formed in a mess...

Subsequently, I started to skip lectures and tutorials, spent most of the time on being a lifeless "dick head fella"... Out of 14 weeks, my attended classes can be counted by just using 5 fingers... In other words, single digit out of 14 lectures and 14 tutorials per subject....

When i did my revision just now, a lot of things seem like very new to me as I have been playing truant for weeks out of the entire semester... I believe I have the ability to overcome all the doubts but the problem is : pure theory questions kill me badly...

My favorite questions are application questions, which to apply all the relevant theories to the answer script in my own way instead of vomiting out pure theories about what we have learnt... This semester will be the toughest period for me to deal with...

I know I like to crap instead of take action to solve the problems encountered... Action speaks louder than words... But, I just keep demotivating myself from revising all the slides because I rather spend the time to update my blog !!

What can I say about myself ?? I really dunno how to describe why I make things all in a mess and can't even separate it out from my studies... Maybe I am really a real failure in handling and controlling my feelings and emotions...

p/s : things that already happened just let it be and concentrate now~~!! No point to look backwards and it can't change anything indeed... Move forward and fully utilize the last 2 days for revision and fight the best for the upcoming battle... Cheers~~!!

Husband and Wife

One day, an auntie walked by..

She saw a girl confronted a boy and asked :

What do ABCDEFG mean ?

The boy answered :

A boy can do everything for girl...

When the auntie reached home, she asked her husband :

What do you think about me ??

Her husband said : you are ABCDEFGHIJK~~!!

She was so excited as being told that :

You are Adorable, Beautiful, Cute, Delightful, Elegant, Foxy, Gorgeous, Hot...

She continued to ask : How about IJK ??

Her husband answered with a smiling face :

I'm just kidding...

《港轩》点心

会有那么一天 Sak Wan Neung

音乐无国界，哪里有好歌，好戏，我就走到哪里！新的尝试，新的开始！我，这次来到泰国，希望不会太迟。看了泰国的一部爱情片：《初恋这件小事》，好多好多的旧画面又在脑海里盘旋。

插曲《会有那么一天》真的扣人心弦，让我重复听了又听！歌词优美，踏踏实实地描述了初恋时的过程，有甜酸苦辣，最好不过的是这一切一切付出到最后总算没有白费！

我搜集关于你的所有，不知道还要多久；

把真相一一埋藏在心底；

每次我们相遇，每次你回头看我；

我装作毫不在意；

知道吗？我的心是多么的难受；

你听到吗？我的心正在说爱你；

但是我却不敢撇开心扉；

知道吗？我依然在那里等待；

等你翻阅，希望有一天你会明白；

虽然我爱你，也感觉到你的爱；

但内心深处，我不敢告诉你。

注：泰文歌词翻译

好歌，要用心听！仔细地深入了解歌词，因为每首歌曲的背后一定会有它自己的独特故事。在这首歌里面，完完全全地反映出电影故事剧情。若把它搬到现实中，会有多少个真实个案呢？

喜欢看爱情片的你，若还没看，不妨值得一看这部泰国电影：《初恋这件小事》

I must...

Final exam is just round the corner and I yet to revise even a single slide !! This semester will be a tough semester for me... Coursework marks are all out of expectation which I never see such figures for a few semesters since year 1 semester 1...

Year 2 of my uni life is going to end just in a blink of an eye straight after my final exam that ends at 11th May... Coming subjects are getting tougher and more difficult to handle... I know I can handle but I just can't change my bad habit of being lazy~~!!

I scared of what results will I get after final exam~~!! But I don't even have the mood to open my books and do my revision... I must tell myself : you better start the fxxk up revision, if not those shits are going to stick on ur face later... :D

p/s: make sure to study smart and do ur best in your final exam.. U can do it !! Stop procrastinating~~!!

我懂了

脑海涟漪，旧画面又在记忆里挣扎，犹记得那时候说的那番话，我还是一直不能放下。对于已经知道没有结果的，为何还不松开紧握已久的拳头，把它放了吧~~！！

说：天空很大要自由飞翔，还有选择的机会。这句话真的犹如心如刀割！不过，从另外一个角度去想，真的没有对与错之分，因为这是选择和观点的问题！

我，怎样也接受不了这个道理，还是应该是歪理？正确来说，这褒义或贬义是由个人的想法来断定，因为在这件事情里谁都不能控制谁，为谁做决定。

既然两方面都不肯退让，妥协，甚至愿意迁就对方，这样只好来个终点，对彼此都好，因为互相迁就是维持一段感情的必需品。既然无法获得平衡点，勉强也没有用！！

重复，重复又重复！也许读者们看了这么多遍都觉得腻了，因为描述的都与之前相同，只是词语运用的方式不同，讲的都是同样的那一堆！！甚至都觉得自己很唠叨！！

或许下一次描述心境时，是翻开另一页，把过去成为历史，而不是守在相同的页数，因为都清楚知道没有答案的东西，为什么还站在原地不动，而不大胆地跨过去~~！！

Birds and Bees

A mother is in the kitchen making dinner for her family when her daughter walks in.

“Mother, where do babies come from?”

The mother thinks for a few seconds and says, “Well dear, Mommy and Daddy fall in love and get married. One night they go into their bedroom, they kiss and hug and have sex.”

The daughter looks puzzled so the mother continues, “That means the daddy puts his penis in the mommy’s vagina. That’s how you get a baby, honey.” The child seems to comprehend.

“Oh, I see, but the other night when I came into your room you had daddy’s penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that?”

“Jewelry, my dear. Jewelry.”

Humorous

How do you expect kids to listen to their parents as,

Tarzan lives half naked,

Cinderella comes back home at midnight,

Pinocchio lies all the time,

Aladdin is the king of thieves,

Batman drives at 320KM/h,

Sleeping beauty is lazy and

Snow white lives with 7 guys.

We should not be surprised if kids misbehave at times!

They get this from their own storybooks.

F1 season 2011

In a blink of an eye, F1 new season, year 2011 has started for approximately a month ago... 3 Grand Prix have been completed which are Australia, Malaysia and China GP...

Red Bull team and its driver, Sebastian Vettel continue their victory by leading ahead the current driver and constructor championship standings...

Ferrari team, my favorite team had a poor starting of this season~~!! What's wrong with the car ?? Engineers, please wake up and do something about it~~!!

Let's see how it goes in the coming races~~!!

回到原点

浏览了朋友的部落格，令我自己也有感而发。真的有一段时期没有在这里分享自己的心情了！是因为没有时间描写这篇心情文章，也不知道要怎么写！

心里有很多说不出口的话，甚至有时候自己哽咽，就是不懂得要如何倾诉，只好把所有的一切一切往肚子里吞！因为很多很多的问题是没有固定答案的！

最近不断地听由姚若龙填词，萧煌奇作曲，为黄小琥写的一首歌：顺其自然。一流的歌词，真真实实地写出人的意境。

“思念让旧情有余温，将我困在早应该要离开的空城。”

“习惯去争论，要别人照我的剧本，满身伤痕，才知道悲哀是互不信任。”

“在午夜的时分，被一个梦给拆穿没忘记那个人。”

“只是那点不安和心酸，总会忽然曠散，让心又累又茫然。”

就是因为这份执着，搞得自己还把自己锁在那框框里面钻牛角尖。真的觉得自己的想法很像女的，什么都执著不放手！到底这样是褒还是贬？？

“我试着让生活变得清淡，对幸福或寂寞顺其自然。”

“偶尔小小孤单，偶尔小小浪漫，不怕大喜大悲那么难负担。”

“不想再背负太多期盼，对好奇或关心顺其自然。”

因为种种的在乎与执着，总有一天，这一切一切就应该要放开，所以就让一切顺其自然，这就是这首歌的存在意义！

但是，真正可以做到吗？反问自己，又是一样的答案：时间的问题！！那么到底还要多久？自己的执着和放不开，再多的时间也是白费的！！

就算再给更多的时间，都是不能把那硬要扛在肩上，并且负荷不了的包袱如释重负地把它彻底放下。我在犹豫着反问自己：真的是时间的问题吗？

轻薄？？

Love ??

Epic

Primary 6 class photo... Another epic photo which was snapped ages ago... Hrmmm.. 10 years ago?? =)

爱情卡

现在的小学生真的人小鬼大，是因为喝太多增强脑力牛奶粉的关系吗？我真的不懂全文的意思，尤其是最顶端那一排~~！！谁能理解的，分享一下。。

BBQ

Birthday card

:D :D :D .....:D :D :D

Birthday...

Happy 7 years old... My fatty nephew boy~~!! =) Have a blast and keep fit...:D

Random

Facebook-ing...

So pitiful....

Yoga ??

No idea...

I have no idea about the colorful smoke... Anyone ??

Will you treat your kids like this ?? What else can I say ??

Safety first... They will pass their driving test with flying colors...

Rest In Peace

A bad news came across my ears last night, approximately 11.30pm... Precisely 11pm, everything was still going smoothly when we just got back from hospital's Intensive Care Unit..

When the moment stepping into the house, phone rang :" he passed away.." Everything happened just in a blink of an eye, just the 30 minutes difference...

May God leads him to the heaven... Uncle, rest in peace... Lastly, my deep condolences to his family members... Hope they can stay strong and go through the toughest time in life...

林蛋大？？

他，到底叫什么名字？？ 故事如下：

分派考卷纸的时候到了，老师叫到：“林蛋大，上前来拿你的考卷！” 这时候，没有人走上前去接过考卷纸。因此，老师接二连三地重复此名字，还是没有任何一位同学上前去。

当老师分派完毕后，一位同学举手然后问道：“老师，我还没有拿到考卷纸！” 老师说：“你是林蛋大吗？”

同学答：“老师，我的名字是楚中天！” 老师尴尬地说：“下次名字写得整齐一点，不然会念错！”

Chill Chill

Cool !!

单身？寂寞？

这是一道很好的问题：你到底害怕单身，还是害怕寂寞？本以为两样不就是同一样的东西吗？但是想深入一层，真的是有不同之处！！

若你害怕单身，就是说你需要一个伴来陪，不习惯自己一个人，希望彼此可以长长久久；

若你害怕寂寞，可能你需要有人在你身边给予安慰，很可能也是短暂的，因为得到满足之后你就不再需要！！

It's a good question, whether u scared of loneliness or scared of being single ?? Initially, I thought both are the same but when I think deeply, there are two different things !!

If you are scared of being single, you are most probably need someone to be with for a long term relationship in order to hold him/her tight forever...

But, if you scared of loneliness, it might be a short term human needs... You are most probably need someone to accompany you, eventually you do not need it anymore after it's satisfied...

Think properly whether you are categorized to which one among the two being discussed~~!!

Rest ur mind....

Aww ~~!!

They can be friend ?? Hrmm...

Cute...

They are friends...

No idea~~!!